Chapter 204

My Story

Thursday 8th January 2026, West Sussex England.

Recorded Live.

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We’ve now suddenly jumped forward 10 years. As soon as I sat down to meditate, Mother and all the Deities appeared immediately. They can feel my heart and my love of life. As I look back, it's been quite a journey. My heart is in all the books. Where do I start.

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So many incredible things have happened to me to create this divine story with Mother and the Deities, from the moment in Sharm El Sheik in the Sinai desert in Egypt, the oasis, the Bedouin who drove me there, the heat, the dust, and then being back in London at Abi’s mews house, a converted stable from the late 19th and early 20th century, the night Mother appeared as a light through the front door and formed into Shri Mataji on the chair in Abi’s first floor sitting room.

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I never dreamed I would be sitting here today knowing so much about myself, Mother, and the Deities and taking over from Mother. And then looking back to when I moved into the apartment in Rustington, and Mother being there all the time, 24/7. That’s when this story really took off and changed and became dynamic and such a revelation.

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Then, the moment on March 7th, 2010, when I got my full realisation, and Mother said, “You must take my place on the sofa”. And now today, living in Aldwick, performing pujas each month.  How the pujas have changed, and how the world is changing so fast now. It’s hard to keep up.  Everything I have said is coming true, and what’s in store for us is just phenomenal.

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It’s amazing to feel I am changing the world and creating a whole new society, a whole new way of life, a new way of loving, a new way of taking care of each other. I feel so grateful for everything that has happened to me. All the feelings, all the amazing moments, you could never imagine this could be true. But it is. Mother wouldn’t have left the world in the predicament it was without having the most incredible divine plan that started at the beginning of time.

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When I look back to the meeting on the 20th of June 2015, what an incredible moment. And to meet all the people Mother has brought to me, is incredible. More people are joining each year. And then the Russians joining in 2022, what a joy for me, as I went with Mother on the first three tours of Russia. It was such an incredible experience because the Russians recognised Mother immediately.

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There are now 108 people helping me. And in the beginning, I always said, if just one person reads my books and understands my divine story that would change the world. I pray with my heart more people find me, find us, because it seems wrong not to share this epic divine story with more people. Mother then said, “Just you wait”. I have to say, I like it small. Because we can achieve everything needed without being in any sort of human spotlight, which would be awful. I’m very happy I am the secret weapon, I am out of sight, and I lead a very normal life.

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My journey with Mother and the Deities is to tell the world the truth about Mother, The Adi Shakti’s life as this is the time of the feminine spiritual awakening to re-establish the feminine qualities.