FREEDOM Dedicated To Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi Fourth Edition

 

Chapter 12

Presenting So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven To Mother 

 

Thursday 23rd February 2012, West Sussex, England.

Recorded Live.

Today is the 23rd of February 2012, and it’s a year since Mother left the Earth, and I feel it’s going to be a difficult day. As I sat down on my sofa tonight, Mother appeared on the sofa to my right, and Mother said, “Nick, you have to talk today, because it’s very important to talk about me, The Adi Shakti”. It is hard for me to find the words to describe Mother today and to describe this moment, because Mother means everything to me.

I want to explain to you how my relationship with Mother is so incredible, so divine, and so beyond. I want to take you back to my experience in the lounge of the Malaga Palace Hotel, Malaga, Spain.

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Beyond All Doubt Is Jerusalem The Golden City,

Chapter 16, Beyond All Doubt Is Jerusalem The Golden City,

Monday, 18th of July, Later That Evening,

Malaga Palace Hotel, Malaga, Spain.

Hotel Lounge, 1 a.m.

I feel I want to ask Mother more questions about what I should do, is there anything you would like me to do. Mother said, “Call me, phone me, keep calling me”. I feel Mother wants me to phone Mother, for some reason.

I realised when I got back to London, I should call Shri Mataji physically.

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Beyond All Doubt is Jerusalem The Golden City

Chapter 20, Reflection

Sunday 24th July 1994,

Nick’s Flat, Chelsea, London, 1 a.m.

So, today is the 25th of July 1994, and I feel I must ring Shri Mataji physically in Cabella, as Mother had asked me in my experience on the 18th of July 1994, in Spain.

I found Shri Mataji’s phone number for Mother’s house in Cabella, Italy, in my address book. So, I picked up the phone and started to dial Mother’s number. It felt incredible to be calling Mother in person, the vibrations were overwhelming. I hadn’t seen Shri Mataji in person for about a year and a half. The phone rang and a sahaja yogi I know answered. I said, hello, it’s Nick Burrin, and he said, hello Nick, how are you. I said, I’m very well, I would really like to speak to Shri Mataji, if that’s possible. And he said, yes Nick, I will go and ask Shri Mataji. He came back a few minutes later and said, Nick, could you call back in twenty minutes to speak to Shri Mataji. I said, yes, of course.

I sat in meditation, feeling how much time I have spent with Mother in person. I know Mother so well and now I know Mother on so many different levels. I wondered what it would feel like talking to Shri Mataji in person, since Mother and the Deities had been appearing to me. It feels incredible, I have never felt anything like this ever before. I am about to talk to Shri Mataji, The Adi Shakti.

Twenty minutes passed in what seemed like a few seconds, and I was once again dialling Mother’s number. I was about to speak to Shri Mataji. I can’t explain what that feels like. The sahaja yogi answered the phone and I said, hi, it’s Nick. And he said, just a minute Nick, Mother will come to the phone. Mother said, “Nick, how are you”. Mother’s voice is so incredible, so different, so beautiful, so soft, so gentle, so kind. And I said, I’m very well, Shri Mataji. Shri Mataji, I’ve been having these incredible experiences, where you appear to me all the time. Mother, you are sitting in my sitting room, I see you in the street, you sit behind me in my car, you appear to me when I am in restaurants. Shri Mataji, I have been writing and recording all of my experiences of seeing you, and Shri Mataji said, “That’s very good, you must keep writing it down and recording all of your experiences. And then turn them into a book. That’s wonderful. Goodbye now”. Goodbye, Shri Mataji and thank you very much for everything.

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I realised how important it was, when Mother appeared to me in the hotel in Spain, telling me I should call Mother. After returning to London, and calling Mother physically, Mother confirmed that I should keep writing my experiences down.

So, in 1994, I started transcribing my experiences to turn them into a book. It took me about two years to complete the book and then I needed a title. Once when I was with Shri Mataji at Shudy Camps, Mother’s house in Cambridge, Mother asked me what I was doing, and I said I wanted to set up a music management company. Mother asked me if I had a name for the company and I said no, and Mother said, “You should call it Daisy’s, after me, as I incarnated as Daisy, the cow”. And that’s why cows are sacred in India. Mother would quite often ask people, like Mother’s doctor, to call Mother Daisy if they found it difficult to pronounce Mother’s name. So, I called my first book, So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven.

Then Mother said to me, “You need to explain why it was so important for you to present So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven to me in person”. After completing So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven in the summer of 1996, I felt I should present the book to Mother. I heard Mother would be arriving in England at Heathrow Airport in a few days’ time. I had not spoken to Mother personally for two years, except when I called Mother at Cabella and told Mother about my experiences. I decided this could be an opportunity to present Mother with So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven.

The morning Mother was arriving in England, I placed the book on the passenger seat in my car and drove to Heathrow Airport. The vibrations were just incredible. I felt this was a very important moment in my life and for all of us.

I parked my car in the multi-story carpark and decided to leave the book in the car because I wanted to make sure it was the right moment to present my book to Mother. I made my way to the terminal where Mother would be arriving. There were about five hundred – six hundred sahaja yogis all waiting to greet Mother. As Mother came through the terminal, it was decided that we should all gather in the carpark, and chairs were provided for Mother and c.p. to sit on. Then people would individually present their flowers to Mother.

At that moment, I felt it was the right time to present So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven to Shri Mataji. I ran back to my car and got the book, and by the time I arrived back at the car park, the last person was presenting Mother with their flowers. I quickly made my way through the crowd of people, realising I would be the last person to go before Mother. I knelt before Mother, putting the book in my right hand. Mother took So Daisy’s Really Are Made in Heaven out of my hand. I then felt Mother reading the title, So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven. Mother looked up and smiled at me. Then Mother slowly opened the book and started reading. Then Mother turned another page, and another page, and another page, and Mother took Mother’s time to slowly read from the book. And Mother just kept reading and reading. The vibrations were amazing, I had never felt vibrations from Mother like this. I felt Mother was changing from Shri Mataji into The Adi Shakti, into God, in front of me. Then Mother closed the book and looked straight into my eyes and said, “Nick, at last, not somebody writing about sahaja yoga but writing about God”. Mother then held the book up in Mother’s right Hand and said, “This book will be published”. I realised Mother had been waiting to receive So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven to read my experiences with Mother and the Deities as God, as Mother had said.

Eventually, I published So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven in 2010. What’s amazing and important about the book is that it can be read by anyone. The book is about all my amazing experiences with Mother and the Deities appearing to me in all the different places I visited in the summer of 1994. After I presented Mother with So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven, Mother would appear to me on the sofa in my living room and I would read the book to Mother and the Deities aloud.

So Daisy’s Really Are Made In Heaven is the first time the truth about God has been explained so clearly for everyone to read.